updating due to boredness and waiting for my hair dry to get to bed. (this happens when your hairdryer is a SHIT) Wakey at 7+, barely remember what happened, oh well. Has been spending my time at home today, ever thought of getting a job yet? NAAAAAAH, am enjoying with what I have now. <3 Am someone who runs away from reality when something happens and I'm cool with that, peace. Watch videos today, 'bout rebecca black, lmao at 'friday friday something something...it's monday, what now bitch' XD love what the buck <3. (I seriously need a new glasses, either that OR my glasses' dirty, nah, heck care) Am gonna stay at home 'til 1st Apr, probably, and am not going to hospital -.- who the fuck knows what kind of medi I'll get this time, probably worst, blah, it's not like I'll be healed anyway, It's gonna be with me for life AND i didn't intend to live longer than others, so yup, I DON'T CARE. Especially when my father said IF i'm not gonna take medicine then might as well not go to the doctor aka. waste of money. OH YEAH BETCH, you said that, and you better not regret that BETCH. Leg's blistered, oww -.-
Ok, things happened yesterday, (or technically, the day before) Incase! You didn't notice, I'm pissed. I told you not ONCE but TWICE that if you gonna take THAT, then you'll never see me again, either you just ignored it or brush it off as a joke, I'm serious god damn it. Maybe I'm too self-righteous or I'm just a stubborn bitch but somehow, that's something bad isn't it? I don't care you take 2 or 5 or 40, numbers are just numbers, you take it, means you take it. And it's like, you betrayed my trust I have on you, i thought you changed, everytime I forgive you for something I thought you changed but obviously you didn't, either that or you changed for the worst. You know what, nevermind, just wanna say goodbye. Oh yeah, I don't know if I mentioned this before, if you're gonna be an educator, 1st you better educate yourself, I mean, c'mon, you know what I mean. ANOTHER THING TO RANT ABOUT. god damn it YOU, I just wanna curse you, it's like, dude, I delibrately ignored you when you're with that damn girl but you just gotta come straight up to me and tell me you're attached, with HER. FUCK YOU, there's something name the FACEBOOK that shows your relationship thing! And those lovey dovey comments, well guess what, I'm not blind YET. Anywayzzz, i know you mean good but ever thought that your words can kill? Who the fuck knows when I'll lose control again and do something stupid AGAIN. Yeeeeah...no reason to blame you on that but well, I hate blaming myself do i'mma blame it on you <3. So now what huh? You chat with me when she's not online, and literally ignore me when she's on, fuck you, I ain't some subsitute betch. Now see that? THAT'S WHY I'M ESCAPING TO MY WORLD, you know, to run away from reality. And once again, I'm liking it.
PS: Gay's cute <3
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥12:36 AM
secretly updating blog :P jk jk
Meh, life's crap, living's boring.
Has been home since like.....uhh...too many days to count, went library and gym only loool. :/ Gym's not for me, I mean I enjoyed there but HECK! I got heavier instead O_O. LOL! I mean what the heck, shouldn't it be the other way round!
Woooaah, I just realised I can borrow 6 books from library now, yayness.
Going vacation house at april, hoping i'll enjoy...:/ seriously, nothing entertains me now.
I'mma crap my life 'til here, taataas
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥7:50 PM