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Love is our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

Biography

Aki , my name
Am 18~~
I blog whatever i want ! (:

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "



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Pastentries

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October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011


♥Friday, December 31, 2010

50th, yaaay.

Crazy night, lol, oh well. XD. Smell what I'm not suppose to smell and worst, my sis smell it and complain to my mom -.-....i'mma smack her to death one day that bloody bitch.
Told my mom, she's cool with that, lol she's cool with ANYTHING. As long as I'm self disciplined, which I am XD. So yeah, she cool me cool everyone's cool. She's gonna bring me, my bro and sis to seoul garden tomorrow to pre-celebrate my birthday XD. looooool, sushi last year, seoul garden this year XD.

♥our lips must always be sealed
♥12:27 AM

♥Wednesday, December 29, 2010

blogging in the midnight~ wow~ -.- got woke up 'cuz forgot to turn vibrate on and my friend's obviously a early/midnight person OK back to blog.

Went Library yesterday, read books, waited for hours, msg,, pissed off, read book again, just read one book about a preggo teenager runaway from home and land in some stupid place that claims that they help those preggo runaways giving them food and drink and find them a job after they give birth but the fact is that they sell baby organs, that 14 year old preggo is curious and smart enough to find out, but sadly her bestfriend who is a preggo too died, oh well, everything ends with a fire, that alerted the firemen and she got rescue :) smartass, me like. lol. Sooo running away from home is just stupid, like hell that'll be someone waiting for you out there with warm and food and drink, I've left home for hours and i know it lol, though it's thrilling >.> it's bad for throat and tummy. XD. Was gonna borrow one book about vampire and love? I don't know, but I'm like 'nah, too much vamps going on lately XD' and lose interest lol. Borrowed 2 books from adult session. MWAHAHA, 1st time EVER. Forgot both title, but oh well, it'll kill me sometimes.

I'm not being harsh or a bitch or anything, it's just that I'm a time person, it's not like I'm ALWAYS on time but I'm always keeping to my time schedule, when something's on that time I'll do that thing on that time, so when someone or something postpone it without a particular or special reason i can't see the reason why I can't be pissed off. It's not like this is the 1st time, after I shower then I got your msg saying you're meeting me at 3 when it was only 12+, ok fine, I can wait in the library for hours, but after that you say you're meeting me at 5, I mean c'mon, you're the one who's asking to meet me shouldn't you keep to it? It's not like I'm meeting you for sure I didn't have to wait for you you know? I don't mind you being late for a few minutes or an hour or something, but you're postpone-ing it 'cuz you're with someone else, the hell you want to meet me for then? To keep your time occupy? You don't need me during 12-5 so you postpone it? At least respect me aiight?
Like I said this isn't the 1st time, that time you told me we're going somewhere and before I step into shower I got your msg saying not going anymore, hey, I already asked my mom for money and all that, after that telling her I'm not going out anymore do you know what she thinks of it? What my bro thinks of it? I'm someone following people around, you say come then come you say go then go. Gawd. Yesterday before I go home I saw my mom in library, so glad she didn't ask why I'm in library instead of being out with whom I should be with at that time. Awkward.

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♥4:49 AM

♥Monday, December 27, 2010

me....tired....lol.

Hmmm went to partner's house yesterday around 7pm, was suppose to come home during 11+ but it's too comfy there rofl. XD. Watched movie 'til 3am? I dunno? lol, and had sleepover at partner's (sleepover that i didn't catch much sleep XD) I'm like flipping around here and there, had a wink but wake up real quick. I dunno why, maybe because i hasn't got my huggy pillow thing? Ahhh it sucks without nothing to hug :/ XD Oh well, got back home 'round 8+.
Ohh, made jelly thingo with partner last night, mwahaha, at least it's edible this time XD.
What else...oh! 2010's coming end! And I decided on my birthday wish! ME WANT SIMS 3! XD praaaaay that my comp's able to play or else i'mma....i'mma....-.-.......nevermind XD.
Hmm I've gone through most disney movies, maybe sleeping beauty next? Hmm... XD nevermind, WIKI TIME! Aiight, that's the post for todaaaaaaay, not sure if I'll update tomorrow but WHATEVER lol XD.

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♥7:05 PM

♥Friday, December 24, 2010

Long time no update, I KNOW. Has been feeling suckish and down the hill.

Went some x'mas party thing with primary school classmate 2 days ago, it's fun but too social, too social that cause me headache. This kind of thing just ain't for me, has been thinking ALOT again, can't empty my mind this time, I don't know but I just can't. I can see myself slowly going back to whom I am, I hate it but, I don't know, it just happens. People, things, time, event, many many thing elses. I'll just blab about how I'm feeling now here but I don't know how to explain it, long story, but I can't think of a word. This christmas isn't as happy as I thought it'll be.

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♥9:52 PM

♥Sunday, December 19, 2010

my back's killing me. damn. I wonder what's going on with my body.

Wake at 9 as usual, sims all the way 'til evening...cut the crap. Aiight, watched Lion king, awesome, thumbs up. And Lion King 2. Love the song, double thumbs up. Loool, I'm addicted to disney classics recently, I heard little mermaid's sequel's nice too. Maybe I should watch that tomorrow, what else did I miss? Well I watched beauty and the beast, pocahontas, lion king, and i still remember cinderella...Mulan my fav, and uhh...oh, snow white. lol. I remember reading snowwhite's story book like TONS when I was young, and Cinderella's too. I wonder why I didn't find them addictive when I was around that age where I should watch fairy tales and I find them attractive now? Lol, nevermind. As long as I enjoy myself everything's cool XD.

X'mas in a few days, doesn't even feel like celebrating it since it's singapore, I mean c'mon, hot weather where it suppose to snow? No sparkling decorations? Anyway! No amosphere or W.E that spells. Argh...emigrating for sure. Lol, I remember saying this alot. The reason why Santa doesn't gimme present ain't 'cuz I'm bad, it's becuz singapore doesn't snow loooool, and doesn't have a chimney! I doubt Santa will fit through my window does he? ROFL.

I think I should cut my nails lol, am unintentionally scratching my 's' alphabet outta my keyboard rofl. XD awww.

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♥12:47 AM

♥Friday, December 17, 2010

45th~

Wakey at 9+, I felt like a ice-pop rofl! How I love cold weather~
Played games for whole day...ok I'mma cut the crap. I PASSED MY ENG EXAM!!! LOL! Ahhh I got grade 4 though, hehe, who cares. I passed!!! XD Got A for chinese, that's like a duuuuuuh. Loool. Helped my mom with her thingo, ain't getting pay for that, awwww. XD.

Went out today, was gonna go partner's house at 1st but uh...got stuck in the elevator with 2 guys for 4 mins? Somehow. People saw us in the elevator but no one care lol! Urgh, I'm hating this country's people. I was listening to song trying to act cool while I'm in there XD, hopefully I won't get stuck for the whole night loool. Anyway I made out alive, went to partner's house by another elevator after that, and to...whatever that spells XD. Bought food for family, mwahaha. Was gonna take bus home but uhh...because singaporean 'scared to lose' attitude, i got pissed off and walked home instead. GAWD! It's not like the bus will run away or it's never coming back! Can't they at least wait for others to get off 1st the slowly get on one by one?? Seriously! I'm emigrating when I grow older >.

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♥10:46 PM

♥Thursday, December 16, 2010

44th. lol, unclucky number XD.

2 days ago went Partner's house to enjoy her TV XDXD. Rented movies to watch. Rented 'remember me' for $1 XD. Will give it 50/100 if it's not for robert pattinson and his hot action XD. Oh oh, and hot body, Mwahahahahah! XD.

Went out yesterday, got a perfume......yeah that's all. XD. And food and stuffs. Ahh...typed all day today loool....don't wanna type anymore >.< adios.

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♥9:04 PM

♥Sunday, December 12, 2010

Bad mood today, just gotten worst. But am still showing a smile for my own purpose.

Since yesterday I've been feeling weird, as if something happened. Did something happened? Why did I feel so troubled then? I don't know, could say i'm worried.

Woke up at 9+, played sims, was gonna go out today but uhh, nevermind. Maybe overate today, gonna go downstairs for a quick exercise tomorrow morning if I wake up early or somethin, depends on mood lol.

Sigh...what's the purpose of lying.

Am trying to be happy despite of anything happening, but I just can't smile now. I'm worried though I know I'm thinking too much, I'm disappointed, I'm confused between should I ask for the truth or just let it go by. Headache.

♥our lips must always be sealed
♥10:51 PM

♥Saturday, December 11, 2010

AAAAAAM BOOOOOOOOOOOORED!!!!

Wakey at 3+ due to a dream about HIM LOL! Thought he'll be online wanna talk to him about that but he ain't around, went back to sleep during 5.
Met up with partner during noon for a while, got myself Jan's seventeen, great tips :D
I think my keyboard's fucked up again, DAMN!

Am so irritated now lol! I dunno why......maybe 'cuz my keyboard's fucked up, I'm bored AND HE'S NOT ONLINE WHEN I'M BORED! Ok....maybe i'm bored because he's not online BUT WHATEVER LOL!!
I don't understand why people saying how suckish they feel when they're dating, DAMN YOU, it sucks to be single :/

♥our lips must always be sealed
♥9:44 PM

♥Friday, December 10, 2010

been home today, hah.

wakey at 9+, helped mom with her program thingo typing online just now, hmmm maybe i should start cutting my nails, it's gettin in my way :/.
Life's bored~~oh, watched pocahontas today, wow, amazed. >.> pocahontas 2 ruined the concept of the 1st AND it suckssssssss, I prefer pocahontas with John Smith! And they made him into such an asshole! And she ended up with John Rofle instead! GAWD! What should I watch tomorrow? :P Ehh....cinderella? :/ but I watched it before! Hmm...maybe lion king?...maybe XD.
LOVE disney classics.

8 more days to result, few more weeks to me's birthday :D~~~

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♥9:29 PM

♥Wednesday, December 8, 2010

beeep early update lol.

Just woke up, gonna go hospital with mom later, bro will be tagging along. She's going for some injection thingo, and i'mma play ds while waiting for her XD.

Ehh let's see what'd i miss, right, movies. -.- that motha fucka golden village scammed my $$$!! Bought 2 tickets @ $22 for Narnia, the movie's cool BUT HECK! the movie has got stuck half way through! LAG AND STUCK! FUCK! And they skipped LOTS OF SCENES! AND STILL LAG LOL! Ahhh!! ME WANT REFUND (sad face) After the movie there's this announcement saying sorry for the bla bla bla thing and please come back to golden village and my bro goes like hell i'll come back rofl. OH WELL~~~ >.> something just doesn't feel right without Peter and Susan, hmmm......

Ohh, yesterday mom and sis fought and DUH obviously sis's at fault, she and her temper might as well go down to the toilet -.-.....well~I don't mind kicking her outta this house I just need votes from my family loool. Give her $10 for 2 package food she says not enough -.- the hell she's eating, if she wants to treat herself good then fucking use her own money! Being work-less and stay at home is already annoying, stay home and quarrel, complaining is just FUCKING ANNOYING.

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♥8:55 AM

♥Monday, December 6, 2010

39th.

Wakey at 7+ thanks mom -.-....oh man so sleepy now...hang-in-there lol.

Was suppose going swimming today, oh well, forget it. Sims all day instead, watched beauty and the beast (i know, shuddup lol), why do people think it's lame? it's way better than hannah montanna and all, one comment goes, disney in the past taught us how to be a better person, disney now teaches us how to wear slutty clothes XD. cracked at that, but kind of true. Anyway, beauty and the beast is awesome, was gonna watch pocahantas but, shall do that tomorrow I guess.
Gonna go movies tomorrow with bro, he's lookin forward to it so am I. ^^

In the past when I'm angry or something it's all over my face, now, it's hidden in my smile. Lol, is that creepy? Or I've matured? looool, whatever. But still, I think it's more of a creepy >.>....

If someone's gonna comment something stupid about me watching fairy tales /old disney classics, i'mma laugh at them lol, because they lost what they are when they're a kid :D. And I kept mine, it once went missing but I've got it back.

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♥11:41 PM

♥Saturday, December 4, 2010

38th~

Went bugis yesterday with partner, bought a shoe for 30 and shirt/dress for 20 and taadaa~ there goes my dinner $$ XD got home and had noodles instead. WORTH IT! LOL!
Meeeh~~~ the shoe's too nice for me to wear :/ XD bullshit looool.
Zhenzhen called me and told me she's in a bad mood and met up with her, well~ just hope she makes the right decision and stick onto it. :D
Oh yeah! Had Sushi for breakfast yesterday~ lol! Mom's got too much cash? >.>...oh well XD awww, had a great time. -.- She better remember my birthday.

Hah....don't feel like doing anything now~~the weather's too nice for me to be alive~~~ XDXD. Hmmmm...I feel like going somewhere fun~ OH! Narnia on Monday :D looking forward to it~~

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♥9:55 PM

♥Wednesday, December 1, 2010

wake by a bloody phone today damn it!

My life's lame...breakfast, comp~~~~ lunch, comp~~~~~~~~ dinner XD. Watched videos all day long, nothing exciting's happening.

Gonna request 500 dollar to buy 2 beds + mattresses from dad, KNOWING he'll nag saying how poor he is bla bla bla, but still, gonna try XD.
I don't even know why I blog today lol, aiight peace.

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♥10:27 PM

Am 18~~