Woohoo at new season of my story~! New season? Should I call that? Cuz there's like 40 chapters in one season? Yeah season... XD OH NVM!
Can you effin believe this?? I typed over 100 chapters! 100 chapters of ideas! OH MY GOD XD So proud of myself! Once someone asked what's the purpose of typing story if i'm never gonna show anyone? I dunno? It reflects my feelings I guess, or it's a parellell (Spelling mistake?) world for me to escape to when I'm lost in this world. And yes, I will never show anyone, I'll take it to my grave for sure ;).
Watched a video, cried my bawls out, yes, literally. Maybe it's just me lol, but it really touches me, and I'm rather easier to express my emotions now than the past XD.
Ohh and, his niceness towards me lately really creeps me out XP not that I don't like it, I LOVE IT! I could smile for whole 2 hours just by chatting with him! But still >.> It creeps me out, in a good way lol! -.- Always saying as if I'm dumb or something, pfff!! I just choose to be empty minded! What's good for me to have grudge in my head instead of empty?
Back hurts randomly today, like stinging me for no reason. :/ shucks. Growing old? Or not enough calcium aka milk in me? Looool whatever~
Slowly slowly I'm feeling the number 18 starts to creep me out instead of anxious and excited for it....I only have one 18th birthday in this life, and I won't be able to have a great birthday. I've done terrible for my teen years, I don't want to end it badly too. This sucks, instead of having a suckish birthday maybe I shouldn't have one after all...hope I'll just stuck at age 17...haha, ridiculous huh.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥12:25 AM