aiight, am blogging while waitin for my hair to get dry.
post 27th~ :D
Wakey around 10 (lmao, the 1st time i saw whenever i wake up is always my phone and the time! that's why i always wakey here and that lol!) Hmm...surfing 'round net 'til 11+, went out to the library to return books, it's raining btw. Met up with partner after that, woooooow, troubled huh~ Maybe in the past i'll say 'yo, that's the right choice, do that' or 'nah, don't do that'. But now I realise that choices are to be made by your own hands, and as a friend, all I gotta do is give you advices and let you choose your choice, and I'll gladly accept your choice.
Alright, play arcade after that. FUCK! JUST PLAYED 2 ROUNDS OF DRUM (Cry face) And hey :D the pressing game has got my old fav song! Awesome! Went westmall after that, thought we're going to arcade who knows who chatted and bought movies instead. Went to partner's house to watch movie after that, pretty good for a singapore movie, and uhh...I bought a M18 movie....which is very..uhh..M18 XD. Oh fuck! it's not like I've never seen one before LOL! Walked to boonlay after that, chatted, meet up with her friends, everyone listens to her, that's good :D. The defination of Alone is that nobody loves you nobody cares about you, but hey! You still has got a bunch of friends fer ya! And your parents love you! Love isn't everything hun.
Came home around 11+, poor buddy of partner's gotta wait bus with me by partner's order. XD
Hmm.....I've been wondering...is it my fault that this happens? Partner you're gonna kill me if you sees this but heck, remember the last time we argued which is like a year ago via messages and i sweared i'm never gonna forgive you or something like that? It was terrible I know. After that I'm just holding grudges against EVERYTHING about you, cursing you, swearing here and that. It hurts when I see you at the bus stop that time and we're just greeting each other without saying much stuffs and when we reach school you just go to your friends and i'm walking alone again, in class you're blabbling with those people and taadaa i'm alone. And you didn't tell me straight away when something happened to you...OH FUCK IT, it'll take forever to type everything out lol! I'mma make it short.
I think it's around september after I break with that dude and feeling suckish, and you're doing great and all that I friggin cursed you that you'll feel the same way I do. And today..well..you're kinda like I was that time, but you've got friends and all that which's good, I had to battle me by myself. I survived. lol XD. ahh~ 3 month of battle. XD.
Anyways, what the heck was I thinking that time..don't ask me~ I'm empty minded now instead of living with grudge and revenge and stuffs. Ahh~ can't believe the emo bullshit girl like me is still living XD. Just drop the past god dammit.
Whatever decision you make I'll respect it, for sure.
-.-..........as i thought, he's back to normal now. LOL! STRESSED COLLEGE STUDENTS ARE SCARY EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS! >.> I hate you!
Gonna go hosital with mom tomorrow early morning, as her translator XD. Hmm..I'm hungry...blah, lazy to make noodles. XD diet diet! Alright enough bullshitting today. Adios. (Why spanish? IT'S SMEXY LOL! XD)
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