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Aki , my name
Am 18~~
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"If we live our life in fear,
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♥Monday, November 29, 2010
36th~
Rotted at home today, leg cram XD. loooool am having such a bad health. Has been checking out people singing other's song on youtube, wow, some did a really good job! I could listen to that for hours!
Wakey at 8+, mom talking on phone too loud -.-....AND SHE NOW CARES TO TURN DOWN THE TV'S VOLUME BUT NOT HER OWN! GAWD! Got an event invitation thingo on facebook, Primary chool's, uhhh I wanna go, but I don't wanna go! LOL! Weird? I mean it's like, yo, everyone's done with O-level now and...well make it short, There's not much people I know and (BTW, was discussing this with him and he say go -.- like hell he know how self-esteem i am lol!) Yes, self-esteem, end of conversation XD. I'll be cool with AVI or others 'cause they already know what I am but primary is like, everyone changed, and I just started changing not long ago, I feel like a loser? lol. I wanna go!! But I don't want to!! I wanna be social but shy?? LOL!
Dear partner......change my blogskin and song when you have the time damn it >.
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♥11:51 PM
♥Saturday, November 27, 2010
35th~
Thinking 'bout changing blog's song....hmm XD. Yay~~ cookies tomorrow~~ (I'll try not to blow up your kitchen, partner XD)
Okies, wakey at 9 something, went back for nap again 'round 2 and slept throughout the whole noon 'til 6. XD awwww i remember having this really cool dream (MY DREAM'S ALWAYS ABOUT GUYS! LOL! poor me, lack of love. MWAHHAHAA) Nothing going on much today, beginning to rot, that's why gonna go out tomorrow!
Looooooool, i had him describe me with a few words: insanely bad taste, kind of naive, derives form nescience but somewhat strong personality, with possibilities to have like huge break in a wall.
LOL! NO PRAISING FROM HIM AT ALL!!
1. Insanely bad taste, DAMN! Just because me and him doesn't agree on ANYTHING!
2. Kind of naive, I CHOOSE TO BE EMPTY MINDED LOL!
3. Derives form nescience, >.> what do you expect? I never liked history!
4. Strong personality (I thought it was praising -.-) = Stubborness! lol!
LMAO! No praising at all!! >.> Me hate you.
Hmmm~~ North and South Korea is gettin into war situation....and the only concern i have is the price lol, will it rise?? XD, I wouldn't wish the war to start though, innocent life will be lost :/
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♥11:50 PM
♥Wednesday, November 24, 2010
blog time~ no. 34th!
Wakey at 8am for no reason, AGAIN! Damn! Let me sleep 'til 10 damn it! Has been closing my eyelids up A-L-O-T today, feels like...floating? I dunno. lol. Story for whole day, went to partner's house to borrow her TV? XD. Watched twilight, partner's sis's is vamp-obsessed lol! Went home early today for dinner~ yay at chicken. Should I go vegeterian? ..Nah~ I'll die XD.
Ok! That's much of today, short? Lol.
Was gonna grab some supper just now, noodles. But uhhh I asked him and he said something and kind of changed my mind, hmm, he's more influential for me than I thought XD. So yeup, ain't got supper. XD.
Cockroach in my room just now, had my bro killed it. Lool, he's a pro now XD. And i'm all 'GASP, IT'S A COCKROACH' am ain't scared of spider though >.>...yeeeah i'm bug-ist? looool.
Hehe, had him take a photo of himself and send it to me as I can't cam with him. XD so sweet.
Oh!! My current msg tone = CUTE! LOL! XD
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♥12:55 AM
♥Monday, November 22, 2010
Woohoo at new season of my story~! New season? Should I call that? Cuz there's like 40 chapters in one season? Yeah season... XD OH NVM!
Can you effin believe this?? I typed over 100 chapters! 100 chapters of ideas! OH MY GOD XD So proud of myself! Once someone asked what's the purpose of typing story if i'm never gonna show anyone? I dunno? It reflects my feelings I guess, or it's a parellell (Spelling mistake?) world for me to escape to when I'm lost in this world. And yes, I will never show anyone, I'll take it to my grave for sure ;).
Watched a video, cried my bawls out, yes, literally. Maybe it's just me lol, but it really touches me, and I'm rather easier to express my emotions now than the past XD.
Ohh and, his niceness towards me lately really creeps me out XP not that I don't like it, I LOVE IT! I could smile for whole 2 hours just by chatting with him! But still >.> It creeps me out, in a good way lol! -.- Always saying as if I'm dumb or something, pfff!! I just choose to be empty minded! What's good for me to have grudge in my head instead of empty?
Back hurts randomly today, like stinging me for no reason. :/ shucks. Growing old? Or not enough calcium aka milk in me? Looool whatever~
Slowly slowly I'm feeling the number 18 starts to creep me out instead of anxious and excited for it....I only have one 18th birthday in this life, and I won't be able to have a great birthday. I've done terrible for my teen years, I don't want to end it badly too. This sucks, instead of having a suckish birthday maybe I shouldn't have one after all...hope I'll just stuck at age 17...haha, ridiculous huh.
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♥12:25 AM
♥Saturday, November 20, 2010
32nd.
T button's fucked up again.
Was suppose to go hospital with mom but earlier she told me she'll go alone instead, so yuuppp. -- was gonna go gym today if it's not for her, booooo!
Last night was the sweetest night I ever had, we chatted for like 2 hours, and I smiled to myself for the whole night just by thinkikng of you XD you're the one telling me not to fall in deeper but heck! I'm just obessesed with you! It's a downhill now! I don't wish or want anything, I just wanna be by your side. Glad that you find your dreams, and now, I feel more and more power up because of you! I'm gonna be a vet for sure lol! >.>I know my pay wont be more than yours but WHATEVER!
Is it weird for me to have a fairytale kind of blogskin while i might put really hype up music?? Lol! awwwww, don't blame me for my strange taste against these XD.
Woohoo! A few more weeks to x'mas, any party going on? :D Ahhh and then comes my b-day~~, still wondering how I'm suppose to spend it, was thinking going to jurong birdpark but must of em wouldn't enjoy it and they hate heat? lol. Where else........!!! Well he told me to relax, LIKE THAT'LL HELP LOL! SHEESH!
Sat tomorrow...hmm...guess I'll rot at home? lol. Oh yeah, more and more hacking/slashing/chopping cases going on in Singapore, hmm, is it a trend now to take weapons out to public? Why spend money on those lol! Might as well buy more clothes or phone, you know, TRENDS! Gosh, hope no more hacking cases, well my conclusion is maybe because after the 1st case (downtown east) People really make it a big deal! It's on news, newspaper, and Yahoo news! So some teens think it's cool? Thus the 2nd case occurs and big deal again, more and more to come. It's like something encouraging them unintentionally! They want attention that's all?? -.- For I don't know what reason, at yahoo news, people are blaming EVERY incident to overseas aka foreigners, lmao! Hey ppl! Those who commited the crime ARE singaporean! How the heck does it have to do with foreigners lol! Seriously...just because how those adult think results to how their kids think, and they'll bully foreingers in school! Foreigners will then gather together as a self protection thing and...come on, we all know what a bunch of teenagers does lol! Plus! All the hacking cases has nothing to do with foreingers! While I was reading the comments I'm like WTF?? LOL!
Gonna peace out and back to my story~ adios~
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♥12:46 AM
♥Thursday, November 18, 2010
31st.
Let's see...was suppose to go to hospital with mom early in morning, woke up at 8+ and realise mom hasn't come back, sis then tell me that mom called earlier and say her hands are all swollen might be because of medicine, so she went down to hospital alone, gonna go with her again tomorrow.
Went to woodlands around noon, met up with Zhenzhen, she and her boyfriend is doing kinda good, great to now. She decided to go back to China next year to study, lmao, she says she'll come back during winter at china lol! Damn! Just how much singaporean wants to see snow XD. Sat and chat at macdonalds for the whole while, went library, she read books I play her IPhone XD, fun~~! Went to JP around 5, she's going back home due to flu -.-. Was finding people to eat dinner with me, met up with Gekkee as she's at JP too, chat with her and go window shopping. ^^ fun time~.
Don't worry Partner, your g.grandma will be fine, if you get scared your sis will get scared too, so relax :D and smile at your g.grandma that'll feel better for her XD.
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♥9:28 PM
♥Wednesday, November 17, 2010
30th~
Another boring yet tired day, and moody too. Mood just goes up and down. Sigh...
MSN got virus, use Trillian instead, pretty good, just without cam or pic, oh well. Played sims for a few hours, story after that. Going hospital with mom tomorrow again, my sis just did something really irritates me, sometimes I just hope she get hit by a car and die or something. Useless irritating bum.
Peace out
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♥10:25 PM
♥Tuesday, November 16, 2010
29th, wow, reaching 30. Yeeeeeah big deal XD.
Wakey at 9+ i think, I remember I had a really nice dream, I remember smiling while I was sleeping! Awww precious. Maybe it's another dream about a mystery hunk? XD JK LOL!
Met up at partner's during noon, went to bowling centre's arcade. -.- Mother fucka, I-FUCKING-LOSE-AT-THE-SONG-I'M-SO-PROUD-AT! 'CUZ THE SENSOR FOR YELLOW AIN'T WORKING! ARGH! PIECE OF SHIT! ok, done cursing XD. Bowling after that, partner's bowling style is cute, regret that I didn't take photo XD. And woohoo! Nice game. Didn't stay there for long, went to partner's grandma house after that, pouring heavy out there. Played her mom's Iphone, woooow, I love the katy perry game :D. After that went somewhere to eat. Omg...total awkward, If I knew that I wouldn't have tagged along! It's like soooo odd one out XD. Went to their home after eating, had a chat with partner's sis, and watched twilight after that. Twilight saga newmoon, this is my....234242094205's time watching that? XD alright but I still enjoy it, I'm a total twilight fans and although jacob's hot, I'm team edward's XD.
Got home around 9+? 10? I dunno, booo -.- mom ain't making curry chicken tonight, liar!
Ahh....I'm not gonna be a teen soon! THis sucks! I gave most of my teen years to a dude I've never met! Argh! You know what? Forget it, I'm just gonna love my ego for life XD. PEACE OUT! Oh and...birthday = a burnt hole in my pocket -.-...maybe I'll just go kbox or movie or somethin.
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♥10:37 PM
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28th~
Where should I start...oh, wakey at 8+ due to stomach ache, like, real bad lol. Went shower after that and cab down to hospital with mom for her checkup. 1ST TIME EVA, pushing someone on wheelchair XD instead of being push rofl. My mom says she's gonna be more injured by the end on the day 'cuz i'm like dunno when to stop rofl, i just bump the wheelchair straight to something XD. COME ON! I'M NOT A PRO LOL!
Mom's medicine costs around 220 bucks. Double wowzers...hope her company's insurance includes this XD. Ahh, took some pics of me 'cuz I love that shirt and I've got a total awesome make up today...at least i think so lol. XD
Got home, still tummy ache -.-....had dinner and all that, blah, random shits.
Meeting up partner tomorrow, DRUM! HERE I COME!!!! >.> But I love those songs in JP's....BUT IT COSTS 50 cents more >Yeah, shit, fights again. But this time, he started it. I'm friggin worried and he just wants to add my worries -.- CURSE YOU! Maybe I should get a real guy and get it over with. ARGH!
Oh and! :D yay~ officially penniless in my wallet, woohoo~ >< that guilt of mine is still there lol!! Poor cab dude, poor thing.
:D Mom says she's gonna celebrate my birthday at seoul garden! Not on the exact date though, and and she's probably perhaps maybe buy a cake and have those guys working there sing for me XD. Awwww O_O ok this officially freaks me out, whatever happened to the mom who forgot my birthday when I was 13? Lol! Whatever~ all is well all is good now. C'mon people, who the heck says that empty minded is stupid, It's a relieve for me. In the past all i'm about is grudges and revenge. Now? Empty lol!! (DOESN'T MEAN MY IQ IS LOW) Aiight gonna continue my story...hope i sleep tonight, XD I dunno shall see about that, am story-addict now lol. Aiight Adios~ (Should I pick up spanish class? I dunno I can't roll my tongue like..real rolling, but I wanna sound sexy lol! (Winks. Spanish is the sexiest language. MWAHAHAHA XD)
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♥12:26 AM
♥Monday, November 15, 2010
aiight, am blogging while waitin for my hair to get dry.
post 27th~ :D
Wakey around 10 (lmao, the 1st time i saw whenever i wake up is always my phone and the time! that's why i always wakey here and that lol!) Hmm...surfing 'round net 'til 11+, went out to the library to return books, it's raining btw. Met up with partner after that, woooooow, troubled huh~ Maybe in the past i'll say 'yo, that's the right choice, do that' or 'nah, don't do that'. But now I realise that choices are to be made by your own hands, and as a friend, all I gotta do is give you advices and let you choose your choice, and I'll gladly accept your choice.
Alright, play arcade after that. FUCK! JUST PLAYED 2 ROUNDS OF DRUM (Cry face) And hey :D the pressing game has got my old fav song! Awesome! Went westmall after that, thought we're going to arcade who knows who chatted and bought movies instead. Went to partner's house to watch movie after that, pretty good for a singapore movie, and uhh...I bought a M18 movie....which is very..uhh..M18 XD. Oh fuck! it's not like I've never seen one before LOL! Walked to boonlay after that, chatted, meet up with her friends, everyone listens to her, that's good :D. The defination of Alone is that nobody loves you nobody cares about you, but hey! You still has got a bunch of friends fer ya! And your parents love you! Love isn't everything hun.
Came home around 11+, poor buddy of partner's gotta wait bus with me by partner's order. XD
Hmm.....I've been wondering...is it my fault that this happens? Partner you're gonna kill me if you sees this but heck, remember the last time we argued which is like a year ago via messages and i sweared i'm never gonna forgive you or something like that? It was terrible I know. After that I'm just holding grudges against EVERYTHING about you, cursing you, swearing here and that. It hurts when I see you at the bus stop that time and we're just greeting each other without saying much stuffs and when we reach school you just go to your friends and i'm walking alone again, in class you're blabbling with those people and taadaa i'm alone. And you didn't tell me straight away when something happened to you...OH FUCK IT, it'll take forever to type everything out lol! I'mma make it short.
I think it's around september after I break with that dude and feeling suckish, and you're doing great and all that I friggin cursed you that you'll feel the same way I do. And today..well..you're kinda like I was that time, but you've got friends and all that which's good, I had to battle me by myself. I survived. lol XD. ahh~ 3 month of battle. XD.
Anyways, what the heck was I thinking that time..don't ask me~ I'm empty minded now instead of living with grudge and revenge and stuffs. Ahh~ can't believe the emo bullshit girl like me is still living XD. Just drop the past god dammit.
Whatever decision you make I'll respect it, for sure.
-.-..........as i thought, he's back to normal now. LOL! STRESSED COLLEGE STUDENTS ARE SCARY EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS! >.> I hate you!
Gonna go hosital with mom tomorrow early morning, as her translator XD. Hmm..I'm hungry...blah, lazy to make noodles. XD diet diet! Alright enough bullshitting today. Adios. (Why spanish? IT'S SMEXY LOL! XD)
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♥12:50 AM
♥Saturday, November 13, 2010
26th~ I just realise that all my posts are updated during midnight lol!
Wakey late today, macdonald was there before i woke up, had macs for breakfast. CAN'T TASTE A FUCKING THING! DAMN THIS FLU! EITHER GET IT OVER WITH OR LEMME HAVE FEVER LOL! CURSE IT! phew XD
Was translating my stories due to boredness, from english to chinese, as well reading while typing to see how the story goes and might be helpful for updates. Played sims 2 for ALMOST 6 hours :D sweetness. BUT! it crashes lol!! I DIDN'T SAVE A FUCKING THING! GAWD DAMMIT! glad that i only spend 1 hour before it crash and after i've saved something...still (cry face)
My throat feels numb...does that sounds weird? lol, ahhh too much stuff in between my nose and my throat (any help for that other than spitting? I don't know how to spit lol!) Can't taste a thing!!! AHHH!! DAMN IT.
Around 2 hours ago there's a friggin HUGE bug in my room, I think it hit something and fell on the ground, or...i dunno, it's on the ground, and friggin huge. I throw a book on it, am not sure if it's dead so i put a towel over that book and take another book and STEP ON IT. ewwwww goosebumps. I still dunno if it's dead lol, I don't even know if I've stepped on it. (BTW that was a math book I threw, mwahahahah! SAY NO TO MATH XD)
IT HURTS WHEN I SWALLOW SOMETHING!!! HELP!!! (other than spitting -.-)
Should I go to the docs? LMAO! for such small issue?? Naaaaaah. XP it's not like I need MC or something. XDXD
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♥4:44 AM
♥Friday, November 12, 2010
25th? yeah i think so.
Daaaaamn feeling light headed and throwing up. I'm like floating lol! maybe ain't gettin enough sleep and still having flu :S Flu's gettin better, guess it'll be a fever-less flu. -.- no fun~
Wakey at 9+ due to noises! FUCK! hate it when I got woke up by noises! I'm gonna buy a earmuff someday trust me -.-...mom says her thigh is damn hurting and will request the doctor to do surgery instead on Monday when she's going back for checkup, I shall go with her as a translator :P.
Ahh~~feel like playing arcade's drum all day long today~~! Itchy hand lol!
Ain't got much appetite, maybe FLU's prob. :D free diet XD. Oh and my 'T' button is so fucked up that I had to fix it so many damn times that NOW I'M USED TO FIXING IT! it always took me almost an hour time and now it only takes me less than 1 minute XDXD.
Hmmm Narnia Narnia~~december? I thought it's november...but golden village says december 7th or 8th, single digit..oh well!
Book's due tomorrow. HAVE TO GO library for sure...probably not borrowing books, ain't fun reading when my bro is around -.-...
Hair's dry, gettin off to bed. Buenas Noches!
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♥1:32 AM
♥Thursday, November 11, 2010
24th
Wakey at 11+ before msg comes :D, ate breakfast, got 50 dollar from mom to buy her bag and my lipstick, went out to meet partner at bukit batok station aka westmall. Shop shop looking for bag, bought a 20++ bag, AS EXPECTED, my mom didn't like it and change bag with me instead -.- real cute.
Went arcade, meeting someone didn't expected. Totally kills my mood for the day. Gawd dammit. Show off show off, nothing but that. Yeah yeah high IQ, big deal. Dog never change eating shits -.-.
Went home around 3, went shopping at jurong point instead, was looking for games and stuffs to play in my comp but none of them are interesting, perhaps buying online's better lol. Yeah I'll do that. Bought lipstick, pretty natural color with glossy-ness, awesome XD. 1st lipstick EVER LOL!
Waiting for Narnia~~ AND AS EXPECTED AGAIN, -.- nearly got into fight because WE NEVER AGREE IN ANYTHNG! (especially movies) How the heck is he still on my friendlist lol!
Took a flu medicine just now, meh, not working, but at least not sneezing as much as just now, now it's just stuck....maybe I'll have to breathe like a gold fish again tonight XD.
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♥1:20 AM
♥Wednesday, November 10, 2010
23rrrrrrd.
As usual, sleep 'til early noon today XD. -.- and having flu. I remember I had to breathe like a gold fish! :D it's clear now~ yay~~
OMG for me to have flu is like striking a lottery (so don't ask me why i'm so happy lol!) but am feeling better now, guess no fever needed this time~~ >.> means no medicines? THIS SUCKS!
Am gonna end here, head's empty. Peace out~
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♥12:44 AM
♥Tuesday, November 9, 2010
22nd post, 3.46am here~
I think I'm having flu lol, daaaaaaaaaaamn! Oh well, people DO say that idiots doesn't catch cold XD.
Just finished reading a manga over 100 chapters, didn't realise the time I guess and has been reading 'til now. Griiiiins :D. Ahhh man~ My nose feels so bad now, I'll rather catch cough instead of flu -.- I want fever!! :D, >.> don't ask me the reason.
Ok! I'm gonna save the money I have for now in MA PURSE. I mean, saving 35 dollars into the bank is like 'WTF' lol! I dunno, maybe I'll do that if I feel so.
My 'T' Button is still fucked up, but I had it fix, it's looose. But still be able to use. Anything going on during november? Am bored~ And I don't think looking for a job now is a good idea lol....I don't wanna rot at home!
Oh! Just remember that Narnia will be showing soon :D double wooootness~~~ Ok, that's one plan for november......just that? lol.
ALRIGHT! Enough of random shits here, just wanna blog 'bout something for today. Bye! (Am hungry......in the middle of the night lol!)
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♥3:46 AM
♥Sunday, November 7, 2010
21st pooooooost.
Walking too much and fast from yesterday, thigh cramp!
wakey at 1+, weeeeee~ had a nice sleep. Mom come back soon after that and ask how much i've left rom yesterday and i open up my wallet to find that the taxi guy from last night gave me 25 bucks change O_O and i remember giving him 30 bucks! And that cab fare is like 20++ bucks. THAT MEANS! I Untentionally Scammed him LOL! OMG feel so bad about it. Is this my luck or it's just not his day? XD
Best night ever last night (Though i didn't do most of the things~, but still, it's fun XD) Let's go again someday! I don't know if we should go to the same place though XD After all we messed up their room with cream, cushions messed up, alcohol on the carpet and barfings XD
Am going library tomorrow (hope I won't change my mind due to laziness MWAHAHAHA) Oh~ How i miss the milk tea there~ And egg sandwich! My loooooves.
Hmm...thought I'll spend most of the money last night so I never thought about how I'm going to use the money I have now. 35 lol! Should I put it into bank? Or buy something? Oh maaaan......
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♥10:48 PM
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am updating now though it's 3+ am :D just reach home btw.
Wakey at 8+ in the morning, went out at around 3, meet up with partner, was gonna buy lipsticks but DANG! more expensive than i expected! Bought earpiece instead, buy one get one free :D, and decorate cake after that. (LMAO @ trembling hands XD)
Down to bugis after that, walk in a super fast speed in circles! Make it short: Sweats.
Had chicken rice for dinner after that, meh, not even better than those in wet markets. Around 7 or 8 we go to 'a place i don't know what the name is', get into VIP room :D sweetness overload! XD! Ahhh...I'll never forget the lady's look when she says 'you have to pay at least $250' Third finger to you sucker! We spent almost double than that lol! Around 11 partner's Gf and her friends come, they drink alcohol while i drink water, I know I get techno easily lol. Had cake, (cake smashing, as expected XD) cake's too sweet that almost makes me GAAAAG, :D delicious though.
Left around 2+, ok peepo, though I didn't drink at all, I'm not the most sober one around. I'm tired lol!! And almost fell asleep for a few times! And my eyes close up every 5 seconds! Imagine that yo.
Everyone chip in 60 bucks for the 400++ bill, i pay only 10. There's this dude pay 60 bucks and sleep for the whole while lol! As if paying to sleep in a hotel XD, oh well, oh he remembers that someone took 60 bucks from his wallet before he goes to the police -.-.
Sent partner and her gf to cab before I left, lol! Partner! I don't know if you remember this but you bruise my arm lol! I helped you into the cab and you friggin close the door not knowing i'm there -.- OH WELL! Drunk peepo can be so scary :S. (Lucky only pain no bruise, mwahahahah!)
Oh and, reason why I post this late is cuz: 1, I just remove my make up and washed my face, 2, I ate mint candy, 3, I 100% sure atleast 30% of tonight's memory will be gone by tomorrow morning XD. Hmm...I still don't feel like sleeping what should I do now...sims? Stories? Facebook :D. Whatever lol, BYE!
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♥3:14 AM
♥Friday, November 5, 2010
19th (FUCK! SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY T BUTTON, gotta push hard -.-)
ok! fix it (temporary or w.e that spells) now it's too loose, oh well, better than nothing.
Am hungry...gonna fix cup noodles later.
Wakey at 4AM, yes! 4AM! wanted to catch a nap just now in the afternoon but woke up by call -.- can't go back to sleep and play comp instead. Went out with Partner today, got my comestics while she's fretting about what to get for her gf's b-day lol! CHILLAX! Shopping shopping, went to her house after that, woooow much better than her old place. :D yay at big TV~ Helped her with stuffs, and home after that.
gonna stop lol, noodles and off to bed! adios!
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♥11:11 PM
♥Thursday, November 4, 2010
day 18th.
long story makes short. My own mother doesn't care about my future, why should I? The only regret I have is for me to born in asia.
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♥11:16 PM
♥Wednesday, November 3, 2010
17th post.
Mom's out of hospital today, can't walk without something supporting. Oh well, not that I care. I'm not unfilial, this is just how my family works. Just like how she doesn't care I went drinking and came home at 12am, doesn't even ask about me while she's in hospital, it's either my bro or my sis. Great huh.
Slept at 2 last night, I wonder how long I'll be awake for tonight. Today I'm just moody, as expected, she can't make it today. I wonder why did she always say that she'll meet me when she never did. Forget it forget it. Enough things in my head. I wish I can be brainless this time but I can't. Those thoughts bugs me again, it'll just grow as I do. If only those voice can disappear.
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♥11:37 PM
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post number...i don't know, scroll down XD
Mom's STILL in hospital, saying the reports should be out by tomorrow and if she's gonna have surgery she's gonna be hospitalize for another 5 days. O-M-G, more sis's cooking?!
Wakey at...I don't know, but I'm sure I slept at 4 last night XD. Does random stuffs and not in a good mood today, november is already here and i missed a month. this sucks.
A friggin bored day........until I read SOMEONE'S facebook post lol! Which is a minute ago, w.e XD. Well, I offered to pay $3 for the fries didn't I? Already feel disgusted when SHE said how much she loves her boyfriend and fucking another guy on the other hand. Piece of thrash. If I'm who I am in the past I'll make this big, but now, you know what? Forget it, I wouldn't want to be stained by any worthless thrash.
Bored bored bored bored bored.......gonna hang out tomorrow? I don't think she remembers lol! W.E XD i'mma go library or something, or stay home sim-sing.
PS: Dear partner, checked out your buddy's facebook post yet? Not a big deal but heck! She might as well tag our names on it ROFL XDXD, I wonder those 'friends' of hers think what kind of girl she is...damn, this makes me gag...ew.
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♥12:19 AM
♥Monday, November 1, 2010
15th day. don't ask why i count it lol, just feel like to.
Wake at 9+, bored as usual, play sims for almost whole day.
Mom's still in hospital, sis has been cooking these few days. Lol, hope mom gets well soon. Actually whether she's home or not doesn't matter much to me >.> not that i'm unfilial, it's just I'm used to it.
Had crab soup thing today, maybe this is the reason why I'm having sorethroat now? Lol or maybe i just sing too much taylor's and greendays. XD Nah, I didn't do that.
Oh fuck, lazy to use conditioner recently, now hair's like sticking together now. Gawd.
♥our lips must always be sealed
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