ahaha...should i say worst or best day ever?
I dunno how good it'll be, but still, going out in uhhh 6 hours? I dunno, i hate math.
Well I just want someone to protect me and stand up for me even I'm wrong, I thought it's you but I guess I'm wrong, you said taking one big step for us instead, I'm not happy at all, I just want to be by your side, I don't expect anything else. Time to think logical, not emotionally. I sweared I won't argue with you about you and your girlfriend that time, I didn't argue, but when you mention her it just hurts me. When you told me you're going to meet her in r/l I freaked out, and happy for you, but more of a worried. I know she'll hurt you and I can't help you anything here, just hope that you'll be fine. When you tell me you're not going, I'm glad, but sad for you knowing you're upset by that. When you break up with her, I'm not happy at all, 'cuz you're not, for the next few weeks you've been mean and all that, I understand, and stick with you. So yeah, I just need someone to stick with me when I need help or when I'm sad. I admit I'm childish today arguing for stupid stuffs with that bitch, but I'm not upset by that, I'm just upset 'cuz you're not standing up for me, and watching instead. Well yeah you blamed her in the chatroom while everyone watches it, I'm happy. But your damn harsh words after that in MSN hurts too, and it STILL doesn't slap me awake. Too bad huh.Sometimes I just gotta need to think logically, I never did when I was young, but now, I have to. Things that has no guarantee and future, I wouldn't dare to think, or even try it out.
Just wanna be by your side, that's all.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥3:56 AM