♥Tuesday, July 5, 2011
SECRETLY blogging :P
Daaaaaaaamn my throat started to hurt since last week dunno which day, until now, I keep on coughing 'til I don't feel that pain in my throat anymore -.-....Throat infection << That's what doc said~
Went poly clinic today during early morning. >.> I hate to say this but humans nowadays are really selfish, I see plenty rolls of chairs, ONLY the side seats are taken, I know it's easier to come out when your number pop out BUT! because YOU PEOPLE are sitting right at the side! People can't get to sit in the middle! Gawd! How inconsiderate can humans get -.-...Anyway -.- waited for like 70++ people until my turn to the counter, asked me what's wrong bla bla bla, -.- wtf, can't that nurse see I'm coughing to death? I have to ask her for that mask by myself lol! Nevermind...
Go 2nd floor, WAITING again ^^ lucky me~ I've brought my PSP along~ Waited for a while, go in see doc, he check my temperature, check my throat, say throat infection and TAADAA done!
-.-....should I say he's fast or should I say he's lazy >.>...
Paid $12++ for everything including meds, wtf, I have those meds at home looool, oh well, at least now I know i'm having throat infection and not lung cancer xD (damn bastard for saying that)
Don't blame me for ranting >.> I'm on my period AND I'm coughing to death AND I have NO inspiration in my head AND the weather's fucking hot AND I can't drink cold water -.-....the end :P
Hmmm....now to think again I don't really like him anymore >.> I've waited for too long looool, but it feels suck to lose to that kind of woman :(
(not to be mean but...that girl? She's a virgin (yeah right...) Total liar, being a virgin doesn't matter anyway, but it's like she's acting all 'I'm such a pitiful girl' thing...-.- hates her~
Peace out <3
Daaaaaaaamn my throat started to hurt since last week dunno which day, until now, I keep on coughing 'til I don't feel that pain in my throat anymore -.-....Throat infection << That's what doc said~
Went poly clinic today during early morning. >.> I hate to say this but humans nowadays are really selfish, I see plenty rolls of chairs, ONLY the side seats are taken, I know it's easier to come out when your number pop out BUT! because YOU PEOPLE are sitting right at the side! People can't get to sit in the middle! Gawd! How inconsiderate can humans get -.-...Anyway -.- waited for like 70++ people until my turn to the counter, asked me what's wrong bla bla bla, -.- wtf, can't that nurse see I'm coughing to death? I have to ask her for that mask by myself lol! Nevermind...
Go 2nd floor, WAITING again ^^ lucky me~ I've brought my PSP along~ Waited for a while, go in see doc, he check my temperature, check my throat, say throat infection and TAADAA done!
-.-....should I say he's fast or should I say he's lazy >.>...
Paid $12++ for everything including meds, wtf, I have those meds at home looool, oh well, at least now I know i'm having throat infection and not lung cancer xD (damn bastard for saying that)
Don't blame me for ranting >.> I'm on my period AND I'm coughing to death AND I have NO inspiration in my head AND the weather's fucking hot AND I can't drink cold water -.-....the end :P
Hmmm....now to think again I don't really like him anymore >.> I've waited for too long looool, but it feels suck to lose to that kind of woman :(
(not to be mean but...that girl? She's a virgin (yeah right...) Total liar, being a virgin doesn't matter anyway, but it's like she's acting all 'I'm such a pitiful girl' thing...-.- hates her~
Peace out <3
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥12:07 AM
♥12:07 AM
♥Tuesday, June 7, 2011
67th bloooog if i'm not wrong -.-.....
Let's see....mom's feeling better after discharging from hospital, she can even cook now, missed her cooking.
Went out with Zhenzhen yesterday, what the fuck...she got to IMM earlier 'cuz she took cab, when she's there, she call and tell me to rush there. -.- I walk from JE interchange to IMM instead of taking shuttle bus. Who the fuck knows there's construction going on in the middle of the way, I have to walk back ONE BIG ROUND to reach IMM, when I reach there she tells me she's going to meet her boyfriend soon, so after buying our stuffs she leave. SO! wtf? I rushed there, strained my ankle, getting all dressed up and end up sweaty. JUST TO GO THERE AND MEET HER, THEN SHE TELLS ME SHE'S MEETING HER BOYFRIEND -.-....and, duh, I shopped alone....pathetic me.
Today, he's back from vacation. Missed him loool, everytime when something happens I just want to tell him straight...XD he said he missed no one but his girlfriend on facebook...so it makes me kinda happy when he says he thought of me during vacation. I'm an idiot lol, after being rejected that many times, I just want to stick onto him. I'm such a bitch loool.
Well...when he tells me he's chatting with her girlfriend. I feel so lonely that I could die XD jealousy? Maybe? But I'm already used to this kind of feeling looool.
Chatted with family yesterday, 1st, about getting my aircon back without telling my dad (what a good daughter, pffft XD) Maybe he'll go crazy when he knows it BUT! I don't care anymore -.-...
2nd, about renting an apartment from government and go live with my mom instead. Though...it seems like she doesn't remember it today, did she took it seriously? I took it seriously, I want a home where there're no strangers, I want my family to eat together on dining table, I want to watch TV as a family. Those stuffs which every family does everyday, it's so difficult for mine.
I'm sure I've not been low on mood because of my period loool, something's wrong with me, it's different from before, the thought hasn't gone away even after 2 weeks now...jealousy, sadness, betrayed, disappointment, giving up, anger and negative thoughts. They're not going away. Maybe I don't want it to go away after all, so that no one can open this lock and injure me further.
Let's see....mom's feeling better after discharging from hospital, she can even cook now, missed her cooking.
Went out with Zhenzhen yesterday, what the fuck...she got to IMM earlier 'cuz she took cab, when she's there, she call and tell me to rush there. -.- I walk from JE interchange to IMM instead of taking shuttle bus. Who the fuck knows there's construction going on in the middle of the way, I have to walk back ONE BIG ROUND to reach IMM, when I reach there she tells me she's going to meet her boyfriend soon, so after buying our stuffs she leave. SO! wtf? I rushed there, strained my ankle, getting all dressed up and end up sweaty. JUST TO GO THERE AND MEET HER, THEN SHE TELLS ME SHE'S MEETING HER BOYFRIEND -.-....and, duh, I shopped alone....pathetic me.
Today, he's back from vacation. Missed him loool, everytime when something happens I just want to tell him straight...XD he said he missed no one but his girlfriend on facebook...so it makes me kinda happy when he says he thought of me during vacation. I'm an idiot lol, after being rejected that many times, I just want to stick onto him. I'm such a bitch loool.
Well...when he tells me he's chatting with her girlfriend. I feel so lonely that I could die XD jealousy? Maybe? But I'm already used to this kind of feeling looool.
Chatted with family yesterday, 1st, about getting my aircon back without telling my dad (what a good daughter, pffft XD) Maybe he'll go crazy when he knows it BUT! I don't care anymore -.-...
2nd, about renting an apartment from government and go live with my mom instead. Though...it seems like she doesn't remember it today, did she took it seriously? I took it seriously, I want a home where there're no strangers, I want my family to eat together on dining table, I want to watch TV as a family. Those stuffs which every family does everyday, it's so difficult for mine.
I'm sure I've not been low on mood because of my period loool, something's wrong with me, it's different from before, the thought hasn't gone away even after 2 weeks now...jealousy, sadness, betrayed, disappointment, giving up, anger and negative thoughts. They're not going away. Maybe I don't want it to go away after all, so that no one can open this lock and injure me further.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥11:56 PM
♥11:56 PM
♥Friday, May 20, 2011
blooooog what? lol. Seriously no idea.
Oh! :D i've got new game today~~ yay~~
Hmm...nothing much to update actually, mom's in hospital, just done with her surgery thingo, she's fine now, discharge at Sunday, me and my siblings will be going to gramps' house to visit her might as well celebrate grandpa's birthday. CAAAAAAKE~ (Hopefully there'll be cake)
Oh and, FML <3 Hard to explain.......as written on facebook~ Door's close~ And I don't wanna open it again. Never again.
Oh! :D i've got new game today~~ yay~~
Hmm...nothing much to update actually, mom's in hospital, just done with her surgery thingo, she's fine now, discharge at Sunday, me and my siblings will be going to gramps' house to visit her might as well celebrate grandpa's birthday. CAAAAAAKE~ (Hopefully there'll be cake)
Oh and, FML <3 Hard to explain.......as written on facebook~ Door's close~ And I don't wanna open it again. Never again.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥11:41 PM
♥11:41 PM
♥Sunday, May 8, 2011
blogging while waiting hair to dry (it's friggin 3am)
Wakey at 5 something, saw partner's msg, played comp for a bit and back to sleep, wake up at 10am due to my sis again -.-...
Lol, bro comp's spoilt. He's using my laptop while I watch youtube on PS3 instead, :D watched maid-sama and then junjou romantica (GAY ANIME FTW!!!) >.> But 'cuz my brother's watching, I have to skip the part where they 'kind of' having sex -.-....shucks.
Meet partner at 8.30 to bugis's drinking thingo, met her friends, cool people. Note to Aki: Never EVER drink alcohol again, just remembering how it taste makes me gag now :/, reason: The 1st thing I got home, I threw up. (Though I only had 1 and a half cup O.O....) :P Alcohol's not for me.
Wakey at 5 something, saw partner's msg, played comp for a bit and back to sleep, wake up at 10am due to my sis again -.-...
Lol, bro comp's spoilt. He's using my laptop while I watch youtube on PS3 instead, :D watched maid-sama and then junjou romantica (GAY ANIME FTW!!!) >.> But 'cuz my brother's watching, I have to skip the part where they 'kind of' having sex -.-....shucks.
Meet partner at 8.30 to bugis's drinking thingo, met her friends, cool people. Note to Aki: Never EVER drink alcohol again, just remembering how it taste makes me gag now :/, reason: The 1st thing I got home, I threw up. (Though I only had 1 and a half cup O.O....) :P Alcohol's not for me.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥3:01 AM
♥3:01 AM
♥Wednesday, May 4, 2011
bloggin before i fell asleep loooool
Waley at 6 something today, went hospital around 10.30. Loooool shuttlebus ain't long, queing ain't long, seeing doc. ain't long too XD 11.40's appointment, out of hospital by 12'oclock, sweeeet. Went JP to meet Zhenzhen after that, awwww she gotten taller :P. We had ramen at ajisen, YUMMY, most yummiest noodle i've ever ate looooooool, the meat literally melted in my mouth o.o...
After sending her off, I go back home to take partner's present and snacks and go to her house after that. Lmao! Coincidence or what, it's like it's always raining when I go her house o.o. :p Had fun there, loves her TV still. Played quiz with her sis and go home after that.
Loooool partner's b-day party lands on friday 13th (Black friday) And she's worrying about raining that day, well... >.>....I've tried rain spell, which kind of work. But I hasn't tried stop rain spell (Since i love rain so much loooool) XD pray hard~
Sigh...just who's the 3rd party, I don't know. I feel like an idiot, it's not like there's something between us right? But then again why do I feel that way...this is a kind of feeling when I can't help but feel that way. I know you 1st, but we were never together. So...that doesn't make her the 3rd party...? Argh, I don't know, headache. (Maybe it's just me, I don't like you after all, it's just that I feel like winning, I want to have you, but I don't really 'like' you, argh...since I'm obsessive looool)
I don't want to think anymore, I just want to escape to you, as always :)
Waley at 6 something today, went hospital around 10.30. Loooool shuttlebus ain't long, queing ain't long, seeing doc. ain't long too XD 11.40's appointment, out of hospital by 12'oclock, sweeeet. Went JP to meet Zhenzhen after that, awwww she gotten taller :P. We had ramen at ajisen, YUMMY, most yummiest noodle i've ever ate looooooool, the meat literally melted in my mouth o.o...
After sending her off, I go back home to take partner's present and snacks and go to her house after that. Lmao! Coincidence or what, it's like it's always raining when I go her house o.o. :p Had fun there, loves her TV still. Played quiz with her sis and go home after that.
Loooool partner's b-day party lands on friday 13th (Black friday) And she's worrying about raining that day, well... >.>....I've tried rain spell, which kind of work. But I hasn't tried stop rain spell (Since i love rain so much loooool) XD pray hard~
Sigh...just who's the 3rd party, I don't know. I feel like an idiot, it's not like there's something between us right? But then again why do I feel that way...this is a kind of feeling when I can't help but feel that way. I know you 1st, but we were never together. So...that doesn't make her the 3rd party...? Argh, I don't know, headache. (Maybe it's just me, I don't like you after all, it's just that I feel like winning, I want to have you, but I don't really 'like' you, argh...since I'm obsessive looool)
I don't want to think anymore, I just want to escape to you, as always :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥11:09 PM
♥11:09 PM
♥Tuesday, May 3, 2011
long time no blog~~~
Went malaysia's kukup~
Wake up at 4.50 at 1st day (cuz i need lots of time for makeup) XD. Went boonlay to wait for bus to come. Fuck, told that driver to go 2nd custom thing, he go 1st custom -.-...my mom can't walk or stand for a long time 'cuz of her leg, and, fuck. Just curse it.
Malaysia's custom was LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGING as hell! Stood at the same place for an hour because their computer was down -.- people even start yelling and shouting and cursing. Loool someone even ask if they're waiting for christmas XD, one of my mom's friend shouted sacarstically saying 'I love malaysia~~ Malaysia number one~~' LMAO! Cute.
Malaysia's custom was LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGING as hell! Stood at the same place for an hour because their computer was down -.- people even start yelling and shouting and cursing. Loool someone even ask if they're waiting for christmas XD, one of my mom's friend shouted sacarstically saying 'I love malaysia~~ Malaysia number one~~' LMAO! Cute.
SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE BY 12, due to the laggy at custom, we got there at 2 something -.- had our lunch instead of snacks at snack time. Grrr...had snack time at 5 instead and dinner at 8~~ Slept late that day :D.
Day 2! As usual, I'm the one who woke up 1st, climbed over mom (she slept with me) got outside to watch sunrise :( too bad it was cloudy that day. Grrr. Went out for a little shopping :D. Got snacks and present for partner's birthday~~ Hope she likes it
After that went boat trip~ hehehe, bro took photos of himself, camwhore lol! Oh yeah! Some kiddo fell into the sea o.o it's like he didn't stand stable enough while getting on boat and he fell, people started screaming and my heart almost popped out o,o... glad he's ok now XD. Slept early at day 2~~
Day 3! Woaaaah, the wind in morning is like woaaaaaaaaah looool, i'm speechless XD. Had some nice food and go back to singapore!! Custom's not that laggy now, good good. Got home around noon, tired and slept early last night XD (at 9 lol!)
And today evening~ Me and my family went kopitiam to celebrate my uncle's birthday and mother's day! Was gonna eat something nice but too bad the shop ain't open :/, had something else instead and will eat again next week :D. Had cake~~ weee~~
(Left fast 'cuz some inconsiderate uncles smoke under 'no smoking' sign -.-) I would've been rude but I'm well-learned loool.
Tomorrow gonna go hospital~ (No i'm not excited about it, it's just that i had cake just now and now i'm having sugar rush, won't be able to sleep early tonight i guess...)
Alright! That's it :D Taataas~
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥8:11 PM
♥8:11 PM
♥Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wakey at 5.30am something, played DS. FUCKING HANG ON ME AT 6 SOMETHING, as if telling me to go shower >.< LOL!
Bleh....due to the skill of my makeup, i had to redo my eye makeup early in morning causing my eyelid to have stinging feeling -.-.... Met up with partner at jurong point, went library AMK with her after that to meet up her friend and then go AMK's library. (Woah...are you kidding me? No borrowing kiosk? Have to go to the counter? O.O WTF?) Luckily :P none of the books there interest me, for english fiction books i'll go JP's library, for chinese's i'll probably choose either westmall's or JP's, I do admit westmall's chinese novels are good O.O KOIZORA~~
Ehh~~ 6 more days to koizora's bookdue. >.>.....yup ^^ I 'lost' it, MWAHAHAH.
Oh yeah, ate breakfast before going to library, ehh....1 dollar? Real cheap :P Hasn't taste something like that for a long time. BTW, due to the speed and distance we walked, my ankle cramped up and ALMOST fell to my knees while walking there. (Health's bad) Seriously...walk slower -.- I'll die in that speed.
Yay~~ For finishing a book in tha library~
You know... >.> I find it harder to communicate with you now....
Sigh...Door's opening again...I don't want to.
Bleh....due to the skill of my makeup, i had to redo my eye makeup early in morning causing my eyelid to have stinging feeling -.-.... Met up with partner at jurong point, went library AMK with her after that to meet up her friend and then go AMK's library. (Woah...are you kidding me? No borrowing kiosk? Have to go to the counter? O.O WTF?) Luckily :P none of the books there interest me, for english fiction books i'll go JP's library, for chinese's i'll probably choose either westmall's or JP's, I do admit westmall's chinese novels are good O.O KOIZORA~~
Ehh~~ 6 more days to koizora's bookdue. >.>.....yup ^^ I 'lost' it, MWAHAHAH.
Oh yeah, ate breakfast before going to library, ehh....1 dollar? Real cheap :P Hasn't taste something like that for a long time. BTW, due to the speed and distance we walked, my ankle cramped up and ALMOST fell to my knees while walking there. (Health's bad) Seriously...walk slower -.- I'll die in that speed.
Yay~~ For finishing a book in tha library~
You know... >.> I find it harder to communicate with you now....
Sigh...Door's opening again...I don't want to.
♥our lips must always be sealed
♥10:23 PM
♥10:23 PM